Basically, everything’s going back to the way it was. And i fucking hate it. I’m finally happy with my life and now everything’s going back. Except for the fact that every ones life is going back to normal except for mine. Every ones becoming friends again, and I’m stuck in the life i always wanted. - the friends.
I guess everyone comes to a point in there life when its time to move on, and its time to actually grow up. And maybe not everyone has a million friends to keep. I just wish i did. I have a few of my best friends and im happy and content with it. But what happens when i stop being happy AGAIN.
I’ve gone threw the whole “your not good enough” thing. The self inflicting pain. I KNOW ill never do it again. But what do you do when your so stressed that you don’t know how to handle it but you want to be safe about expressing yourself.
Every thing is moving so entirely fast. Every one says life is hard , but i guess i never knew it was going to be this hard. It’s so scary, lifes a crazy ride. But i just have to hold on and see where God is planning on taking me. I just hope its good.
xoxo Jayme Nicole<3